Ever since the Anumita came to my life.. my philosophies have changed. Temporary or not I can’t tell right now.
How these changes happened , I do not know but the thinking has changed from more emotional to being practical.
A compulsive spender like me not interested in shopping ( for myself) anymore.
Constantly worrying about saving every penny and looking at ways to cut corners.
Imagining what the future would like if I did took a particular decision and what impact it would have on us
Putting all my priorities behind for my family
Wonder if this NEW ME is going to last for the selfish being that I am. But if I were selfish in the core, would I have changed like this. Why did it take a baby in my life to change me? Is this change for the better,or the best? Should I go back to my old self for Survival’s sake?
OH! now I get it… I was surviving earlier, protecting myself, myself is all I had!!!
Now I feel like living. It is called living when you do it for others.
Sigh! Revelations, how they come?